How about a change?

Let's go for it, but I can't look! {source}

Even writing that title was difficult for me! I'm not great at this change stuff, it really dawned on me today! I'm sitting here still trying to channel being open, I talk about it a lot and I really try, but yho it's hard for me. I've just realised.

I'm being hard on myself! I'm getting much better at it though. What is key is positivity and self discipline! I think it's working. I've learnt so many lessons lately. Hard ones, but I'm glad I went outside of myself. I learnt some stuff.

So while there are stages of grief, I've picked up these stages of change:

1. Absolute fear
2. Desperate indecision
3. Debilitating doubt
4. Uncertain acceptance
5. Desperately insecure
6. Scarily uncertain
7. IS THIS SO WRONG?
8. THIS IS NOT RIGHT FOR ME!!
9. THIS IS NOT ME!!
10. Acceptance
11. Fear
12. Worry
13. Stomach cramps
14. Wonder
15. Waiting
16. Letting go
17. Trying to believe
18. Staying positive

This is where I'm at right now...
What changes are you approaching. I say go for it. Think through it a little, but if you're thinking about it, you probably should try it.

Happy hearts to you all.

Go for the change. I have a feeling it may just bring you to a different and spectacular part of you.

I'm excited.

xx